I think that happens because it was part of your life,and you are always going to miss it. But i have a solution for your problem: get a basket and go to practice, and when you are warm, throw as hard as you can. The next day you are going to be in so much pain,that you won't want to see another basket ever again. It worked for me.I also have a question for you. Did you finally learned how to drive? or you still bump in to other players cars, getting out of the parking lot, LOL. I salute you from south florida.